Fear
And the panic in the air
I want to be free
From desolation and despair
And I feel
Like everything I sow
Is been swept away
Well I refuse to let you go

Life
Will flash before my eyes
So scattered and lost
I want to touch the other side
And no one
Thinks they are to blame
Why can't we see
When we bleed we bleed the same?

I can't get it right
Get it right
Since I met you

Loneliness be over
When will this loneliness be over?

The raid was good. One of the best and thrilling experience I've had insofar. Dangerous yet satisfying.

Oh, the gold is here! The screen is huge. Haha. Alright, bigger than I had expected.

But I can say no more 1fps! I hope.

What do you do when you have 1026ms latency and 1fps?

Defenestrate your freaking computer.

I wonder how i managed to survive for 500hrs and counting of this poppycock.

I guess I don't have much of a choice.

Bah!

So much rain, so much life like the swollen sky
of this black August. My sister, the sun,
broods in her yellow room and won't come out.

Everything goes to hell; the mountains fume
like a kettle, rivers overrun; still,
she will not rise and turn off the rain.

She's in her room, fondling old things,
my poems, turning her album. Even if thunder falls
like a crash of plates from the sky,

she does not come out.
Don't you know I love you but am hopeless
at fixing the rain? But I am learning slowly

to love the dark days, the steaming hills,
the air with gossiping mosquitoes,
and to sip the medicine of bitterness,

so that when you emerge, my sister,
parting the beads of rain,
with your forehead and eyes of forgiveness,

all will not be as it was, but it will be true
(you see they will not let me love
as I want), because, my sister, then

I would have learnt to love black days like bright ones,
the black rain, the white hills, when once
I loved only my happiness and you.

I'm speechless at how this has turned out.

And you expect me to believe? Well done my friend, well done.

Consider yourself lucky I only have 3 of the 4 keys.

Celebrated Ken's birthday 3 days back at Conrad hotel. It's been a long while since we did something like this. And so the group was more diverse. We had a jap guy who joined us too! Haha. Again, will upload the photos when I'm free. Moreover, the pictures of the past has been uploaded to fb due to some reminders... Haha.

First half of summer semester has ended. Can't help but keep updated of stuffs in school. Which reminds me that Preston is leaving to return to the states for good. Oh boy will we miss him. Philippines is next for us! Or maybe somewhere else...

May tonight be a rainy night so that Singaporeans wouldn't roam around and do stupid things. Let me have a good tour!

And I'm so in love with Cate West now... Haha!